Journalist?

I questioned myself whether I really wanted to be a journalist.
I have gone to a few events. Got to interview some people. Have my writings published in mass media.
Then what?
What do I seek from being a journalist?
I always liked writing since I was really young. However, I don’t really enjoy meeting new people. Pretending to be nice in front of them. Putting a mask to conceal your true self. Or in other words, being fake?
I also dislike the so-called “competition” among mass media. It’s a public secret, you know, to compete with other journalists in order to brighten the name of the media you work in.
So, what do I really want to be?
I don’t really know, though.
In my 20 years of human age, I believe I have done very little effort compared to other people my age.
I feel like an useless plastic bag sometimes.
I want to discover my true self, what I really want to do, what I really want to give to the society while I’m still breathing.
I suddenly remembered Hiramaru Kazuya from Bakuman once wished that he should have been born as a panda in the zoo, where he could eat when he wanted to and sleep when he needed to. Haha.

Dear Lord, should I change the direction or keep walking on this path?
My weak soul needs your guidance….

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Top 5 Characters from Lord of the Rings

twentytwosummers:

I’m going by the movies, since it has been a long, long time since I read the books, but I’m pretty sure they’d stay the same.

5. Faramir
I can’t explain this. I just always really liked him. Plus, he got Eowyn. That counts for something.

4. Sam
Loyal to the end. He’s really the true hero of…

gingerhaze:

Lots of people wanted to see Eowyn! Of course the Rohirrim are a biker gang.

gingerhaze:

Lots of people wanted to see Eowyn! Of course the Rohirrim are a biker gang.

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